On the edge of healing waters
Today’s gospel is a powerful one. It describes a man, lying at the pool of Bethesda, who has been paralyzed for 38 years. The pool is known for its healing water. The man has been unable to enter the waters for various reasons — until he encounters Jesus, who directly asks him: “Do you want to be well”?
I have spent the past three and a half weeks ill. Four rounds of medication and antibiotics later, I am on the cusp of healing. I cannot lie, there was a period of time during this bout when I felt so consumed by the illness that a trip to a doctor seemed insurmountable. People in my life stepped in to offer support.
This recent experience has provided me an intimate understanding of this Gospel story. It also prompted me to pause and think about those we serve at Catholic Charities.
Something that stands out to me in the Gospel is how the man was not asking to be made well. Lying beside the pool, he is approached by someone he does not know who could just as easily judge him as he could assist him. When asked, the man shares that what prevents him from entering the pool is that he needs assistance.
On the flip side, the Gospel mentions Jesus knew the man and that he had been ill for a long time. Faith is not mentioned as a precursor for healing. Jesus calmly provides the support and compassion that has been missing and encourages the man to stand and walk.
For those we serve at Catholic Charities, many may find themselves on the edge of healing waters but need support to enter. Our programs, like the pool of Bethesda, may not offer miracles but a lifeline. We might find ourselves asking clients the same question Jesus did: “Do you want to be well?” Given the day or the moment to those asked, the answer may feel insurmountable. But responding with the Scriptural values of justice and mercy, we provide assistance with support and compassion.
To me, the crux of this Gospel is not the miracle. Or being upset that it was performed on the Sabbath. The miracle is the reminder that we are not alone. And couldn’t we all use that reminder?
Michelle Thivierge works for Catholic Charities of the Diocese of Albany, New York as the Director of Community Partnerships.
